Mental Disorder

By Kulraj

Never mind, I'll live with it, residing nowhere,

Let's see how much more can I bear,

Don't tell me what is fear,

you're saying this illness is non-existent,

Just because it's rare?

I've seen death more closely than you, dear.

I've been dying everyday since last year.

Trust me I'm not lying, I swear.

Can't even sleep, because of this nightmare,

Maybe I'll choke, maybe I'll die today, right here,

Maybe I won’t be able to say you the last goodbye,

But does that even matter? Do you even care?

I'm not mad at you,

Don't give me that stare.

Don't you even dare.

Ask God, if he even listening to my prayer?

I've been lost, don't even know where?

By Kulraj