Lousy Eater

By Sarah Mehdi

And today I became a lousy eater again.

Woke up at noon breakfast at 2 , forgot to eat lunch, would have pizzas for dinner or it's just a hunch.

As sober I am the more drunk it feels,

The path is paved with thorns like grasslands with weed

The one I decide to walk then other day I'm still rubbing my eyes at 2

Don't know if it's just a habit or wrecked lifestyle of few.

Had many people mumble in my ears, I think I should get up now

Face the challenges and overcome the fears somehow.

But whatever I try today the next day I am still up at 2,

Have dreams and aspirations but not the courage to do.

Here's the cycle of my daily failed attempts, so today I became a lousy eater again.

By Sarah Mehdi