Loser

By Akshaya Varadharajan

[Intro]

I cheat myself closing my eyes

Refusing to see your fakeness

[Verse-1]

I open my shut eyelids

Calming down my heart having pits

With the way you have changed

Towards me

[Pre-chorus]

I now feel like a complete hopeless loser

Sticking to the promises we have once made

[Chorus]

Even though you ignore them and me without care (goodbye from my world)

Making me stand at the same place all dazed

With my orbs covered with tears

[Verse-2]

My breath often runs out high 

Making me to heave out a sigh

While our time together flash

Now its ash

[Pre-chorus]

I now feel like a complete hopeless loser

Sticking to the promises we have once made

[Chorus]

Even though you ignore them and me without care (goodbye from my world)

Making me stand at the same place all dazed

[Bridge –(rap)]

Where is the T.R.U.S.T? That’s just a trick

I didn’t know you wanted me

For the selfish you to survive

Where is the T.R.U.S.T? that’s just a trick

When you just walked away 

Showing off your true color to me

[Post Bridge]

Its finally the time for me to wake

Stop hoping and living for only your sake

[Chorus]

I close my diary filled with our memories of life’s gay

Now that you will exist only in my say

[Outro]

I remind myself of the lesson

To have my sadness lessen

By Akshaya Varadharajan