Kintsugi

By K Vignesh

Adulting is aduterating me like I found my beliefs doing adultery in search of adulation

Now I'm too scared to make eye contacts because the bluffs are too obvious

Too conscious that's how I sold it, plus stubborn with no room for molding

Upfront like this cold ink, it's in his bones a while ago I told him

Too much baggage, I need a luggage trolley

A pushover by nature, like gravity I'm free falling

Kettle of sanity melted, a while since the tea's boiling

Fear recoiling, all I could offer is a cold thumb

hatred is too much work, come and please bother me

Scatter brain and I'm just collecting the pieces

No matter where neglecting the . . . Oh yeah thesis

Chewed up by harsh seasons

And spat out like logic, in dumb reasons.

A broken pottery, experience is my gold dust.

Finally I'm embracing my scars

Learning to let go than to hold up.

By K Vignesh