In The Store

By Maanya Johari

Vision blurred Wandering thoughts What earlier was a bliss Is a burden now So many colourful packets Different prices different sizes Choosing earlier was easy But is difficult now I see two people, my lifeline Choosing the best for me Do I deserve this love Did I ever repay this love I was busy destroying myself They were busy building heaven All year work and sweat For me, a selfish worm

Yes I am disappointed in myself But there you are Deciding my favourite snacks While I am about drown Have I been good? Please be honest for once Is my face deceiving? Am I an insult? I'm overthinking I almost shed a tear I'll choose whatever you wish Cause you are all I have I am a thorn in your life I promise I'll pull myself out I hope it doesn't hurt What seemed casual earlier Is once in a blue moon now The bill is paid And I'm gonna leave first As promised The thorn is out I hope DIE changes to LIVE I'll miss being in the store

By Maanya Johari