I will God, Won't I?

By Navya Jakhar

"I recall myself praying to god,

I recall my exact words,

"I will not disappoint anyone today god,

I will not disappoint myself today,

I will not fail today,

please God don't let me be a disappointment again today,

please don't let me fail god please I beg you"

the way my words went from so dedicated to so heartbroken so disappointed so tired broke my heart when I thought about it again,

someday I will stop being a disappointment,

to everyone and to me,

I will God,

won't I? "

By Navya Jakhar