I kept holding tight while they've already let go. - By Hajara Hilmee
Written By: Hajara Hilmee
Category: Poetry
Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026
Hajara Hilmee presents her evocative poem, "I kept holding tight while they've already let go," as part of the Poetry category in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. This piece delves into the complexities of relationships and the poignant feeling of holding on when others have moved on. Through vivid imagery and emotional depth, Hilmee explores themes of solitude and introspection, inviting readers to reflect on their personal connections.
About the Work
The poem is a heartfelt exploration of the emotional struggles associated with maintaining unreciprocated connections. Through its contemplative tone and vivid imagery, it portrays the pain of nurturing relationships that fail to flourish. The work captures the essence of self-discovery amidst solitude, with a narrative that oscillates between hope and resignation. Hilmee's literary style is both introspective and poignant, offering a window into the soul's journey through loss and acceptance.
I kept holding tight while they've already let go.
Original Submission by Hajara Hilmee
I WAS HOLDING TIGHT WHILE THEY’VE ALREADY LET GO.
But there once was a time,
I’d pull the loose strings;
Hoping both sides would balance,
A time I watered plants that never
Seemed to bloom.
A seed I thought would thrive in
Pretty summer,
Yet never did.
Another plant that seemed to
Neither grown nor die
A friendship that felt forced, heavy
On one side.
People who turned their heads in
Two;
Towards me when they were struck,
And when it was my turn, they
Snapped the other way;
Like strangers walking past, never
Intrigued by the pretence of others.
Now, I crave for solace,
a dinner night with myself
Candles and pretty pink ribbons.
And when it’s myself,
a happy self-
With Sorrows, smiles and ugly lies
Only I know of.
Then comes text after text, calls
And calls,
Questions of the secrets I hide.
Worries of no instant replies and
Pings- to read the closed book,
Which once was welcome to all.
Paragraphs shrink to countable
Words
And letters that would barely form
A sentence,
But Just enough to keep them
Awake at night
And even if morning arrives, never
An answer for their provoking
Thoughts.
But there once was a time,
I’d offer with an empty platter,
Chanting ,
“What goes around comes around”
It never did. I never found the
Mirror of my striving
Nor the echo of my care.
Instead mutuals hand in hand with betrayers
About the Competition
The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar is a prestigious event celebrating literary creativity worldwide. This competition invites poets and writers to share their unique voices and stories, fostering a global community of passionate literary enthusiasts. Participants explore diverse themes and styles, contributing to a vibrant tapestry of contemporary literature.
Thank you, Hajara Hilmee, for sharing your poignant poem, "I kept holding tight while they've already let go," with us in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Your exploration of emotional depth and relationships resonates deeply, offering profound insights into the human experience. We appreciate your contribution to the literary world and look forward to seeing more of your inspiring work.
About Hashtag Kalakar
Hashtag Kalakar is a creative platform dedicated to providing artists, writers, singers and other creative talents with opportunities to showcase their work and reach wider audiences through competitions, features and creative initiatives.
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