I Don’t Know

By Hrishita Rajpurohit

Don’t know

Uncertain Anxious Confused

I don’t even know what to do

Where to be

How to be.

Devastated Overwhelmed Raged

For no reason

Just feels like

I’m on a cliff

What if I fall down..?

I don’t want to get hurt

What if I fail..?

I’m not ready for yet another set back

What if I am not doing this right..?

Will someone give me another chance..?

Will I be able to fit in..?

Questions and questions withot end, about nothing and everything

But answers to none.

What am I..?

What am I supposed to be..?

What shall I become..?

It’s all uncertain to the point where i feel overwhelmed.

Now when I’m in need no one is here to hear me blabber;

They feel I want to give up but I don’t,

I just want someone to hear me out.

By Hrishita Rajpurohit