I. AM. INSECURE. - By Richard Kahuho David

Written By: Richard Kahuho David

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

In his evocative poem "I. AM. INSECURE.," Richard Kahuho David, writing under the name I.AM.INSECURE, invites readers on a journey of introspection and self-awareness. As part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 hosted by Hashtag Kalakar, this piece delves into themes of pain, personal growth, and the human condition. The poem's exploration of emotional highs and lows provides a poignant reflection on the complexities of self-perception and transformation.

About the Work

Richard's poem "I. AM. INSECURE." is a profound exploration of the interplay between pain and self-realization. The piece uses vivid imagery and rhythmic language to convey a journey of acknowledging and confronting insecurities. Through its reflective tone, the poem suggests that embracing discomfort can lead to personal growth and transformation. The work resonates with anyone who has experienced the struggle between vulnerability and strength.

I.AM.INSECURE

Original Submission by Richard Kahuho David

I. AM. INSECURE.

He chases the pain with a high hoping that there lies the cure, the pain chases the high now he’s not sure which is pure,

The sensations interchange you can lose sight of which came first, all he knows is the high is a ride but the pain sure comes back fast,

Yet the pain has its lessons if he put it differently he would say it has its allure, but all these are just words maybe he is just insecure,

Maybe deep down he knows the pain is whats real and the rest is a farce, sometimes he thinks he should accept the cards dealt and not make such a fuss.

What are the words that would best explain institutions born from your intuition? How exactly do you change your constituition so that you improve your contribution?

Existence is such folly even the elements are in constant contradiction, further within it feels like cohesion is a temporary solution in the stead of extradition,

Still the will remains to give and share that it goes from him to the rest via distribution, to serve a purpose to fit a role to be something more than his situation,

On paper change is easy emphasizing that continuation only cause contusions, unwilling to accept that emotional constellations lead to confusions.

It can be argued that these inhibitions are what make the process all the more worth it, You pick your pieces up you cleanse each fragment and you clothe it,

He picks the pieces up accepts the reality and he owns it, shame is the price of admission so he holds it,

Its sad that shame is the price of your admission but you own it, he changes that shame into achievement cause he is on it,

I know you dont feel this often but you’re worth it, your commitment to affection is a gift even though you loathe it.

I think you serve a purpose represented in the role that you fit, I think every mountain feels the weight it carries even though it cant see its feet,

I think its taught you to appreciate a path where your sweat, blood and tears drip, however youve missed out on life’s highs like a forever drip,

I think its kept you on your toes like an athlete who does cross fit, it’s cut of the edges and now youre a perfect fit,

Its hard to see the forest for the trees especially those with a high tip, but Id still place my cards on you even on the return trip.

-R.

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar celebrates the diverse voices of writers from around the world. This esteemed competition provides a platform for poets and storytellers to share their unique perspectives and creative expressions. Participants engage with a global audience, contributing to a vibrant literary community that values authenticity and innovation in the arts.

We extend our gratitude to Richard Kahuho David for sharing his poignant poem "I. AM. INSECURE." with us in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Richard's introspective exploration of emotions and personal growth adds depth to this literary gathering. We appreciate his contribution to the rich tapestry of voices that make up this competition.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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