Happy 10 Month Aniversary Dear

By Abhiram B

Not an anniversary wish but a thankyou note to all the sweetest things that you do to make my life the happiest.

First of all, thanks for showing up everytime I really really needed you,

Be it a never ending fight,

Be it a toxic situation,

Bad mental health,

Be it anything…you’ve always been there…

I always wonder why you are being hated. You are called “the worst thing that can happen to anyone”. People drink, smoke, etc and blame you for their problems.

What did you do…you only tried to sort things out…

But don't worry about it, it's not that they’ll never understand you…it just takes time.

The bigger problem is that once they do, it doesn't last long enough.

The moment they start getting comfortable with you, “the lack of toxicity” and “the peace of mind in abundance” hits them hard and they eventually fall back into the same old trap.

But I know you are the sweetest…you don't show your agony for what they do to you. You are patient enough to wait for them to come back exactly like the last time, with a lot of toxicity, guilt and bad mental health for you to sort things out again.

I would like to borrow a phrase from a famous saying, “If you love something, set it free…”, in your case it comes back every single time.

Personally, these 10 months were the best and I honestly hope that I don’t leave you this time.

Happy 10 month anniversary… “My dear Break Up”.

By Abhiram B