Goodbye My Special One

By Jyotsana Sastry

The time has come when you are going away…

I wish, the more days you can stay…

Feels like I just met you and you now move away,

And I smile sadly knowing that left is some last days…

You are the first person I cherished so much,

And you will be the last person I loved so much,

My heart, my Soul would never know,

How to love someone else the way I always loved you…

Never believed in unconditional love, I thought it’s just fake,

But every now and then you have made me realized that this love is not easy to break

All these years, you were never just a person but a feeling to me,

A feeling of happiness, sadness, nervousness and many more that can be

My many first things were with you,

The way I fought, way I Cared – Did with you, for you but never for any other.

I had many people in my life, many came many went – but in my thoughts you always remained.

Thank you, because of you I know what love actually feels like…

Never knew what butterflies in the stomach feels like, until you came close to me and made me realize

No matter how much we fight, I always feel good with you

Everything with you feels so real and true.

You always say, you don’t deserve good things in life,

But I feel everyone deserves one person who will always be there for you without any bar

And I will be that person, no matter you are near or very far.

These feelings, all the moments spent with you, for me is like a treasure,

when I think of these moments, it lessens my everyday stress and pressure.

Thank you for these loving moments, even though it’s not permanent

Still made me feel complete and you will always remain my constant

Sometimes I wish, hope things would not have been so difficult and unclear,

But then life tells you, that’s how I am – always complicated and unfair…

I always wish and pray that you get stronger day by day,

Handle everything with a smile which never fades away…

I will always be here

Call or write me, I will always lend an ear

And I know one day we will meet again and you will be back as a more wonderful person,

Who Fought with all the odds and won in every life mission

I will always respect you for the person you are

Keep shining like the brightest star

It feels so much lighter, to speak my heart out and tell you exactly what I feel,

So now no regrets in life, even if I died or had to leave………………...

By Jyotsana Sastry