Fuel Or Tragedy ?

By Neha Katakwar

Yes, the pain is there and it will always be! Every corner of the house is now just memories we see. We aren't sure of what's hurting us more? The past of why it happened, or the future that won't be with him anymore.

"Stop crying. Time will heal." No, these wounds are something we want every time to feel. Let us bleed every then and now. As it reminds us- We can deal with so much pain, Without knowing, how!

"Everything that can shatter us has already happened dear. Now look, we have nothing to lose but everything to win here." My mother said with smiley lips and teary eyes! Oh yes! This thing is something I should have earlier realised!

So this time, You will be seeing not only the 'eldest', But the 'strongest in the family. Converting all of this into "fuel", not letting it remain just a "tragedy".

Hugs to those who have stood by me, even over the phone calls and text messages! Kept a watch on me, tried to heal my wounds through their sweet comfort bandages!

But wait, You! Yes you, Listen! Don't take me as a little kid anymore. I have effing noticed that all. The people who have faked tears, Even while sitting for the funeral in the hall!

They pointed and labelled me "Not-so-girly, aggressive and loud." When I was fighting for my father's life, One last time, among the doctors crowd!

Please think a little more and do a nice analysis or review! What this girl can do in her full senses, If she can rebel like that, even on listening to her father's death in an ICU!

Okay, Let's make a deal. Where you continue your pretentious game, And I will become exactly of what you have always claimed! Where I will be serving just "Karma" Neither tea nor coffee! Not going to maintain those relations, just for the sake of society!

This is a very dangerous version you see, Where I am not concerned, even to fit or agree! Haha, Now, it will be fun for sure! Because From now onwards, Nothing can hurt me and Nothing can cure!

By Neha Katakwar