Ego Death - By Jordan Chrysamellos

Written By: Jordan Chrysamellos

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

In the evocative poem "Ego Death," Jordan Chrysamellos offers readers a glimpse into a world of deep introspection and emotional exploration. As part of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, this submission falls under the Poetry category, showcasing the intricate theme of self-discovery. Chrysamellos's work invites us to traverse the complexities of consciousness and the profound impact of personal experiences.

About the Work

"Ego Death" is a reflective and soul-searching piece that delves into the complexities of identity and self-awareness. Through vivid imagery and a contemplative tone, Chrysamellos crafts a narrative that questions the very essence of existence. The poem navigates themes of solitude, emotional struggle, and the search for inner peace, all while maintaining a raw and honest voice. The literary style is rich with metaphor and introspective musings that resonate deeply with the reader.

Ego Death

Original Submission by Jordan Chrysamellos

10. Ego Death

"I've traveled so far

Unbelievably far

Many places I've been

Upon this road I embark

All the hell I have seen

Yet to heaven I walk

I walk, Alone"

Half human, Half Buddha

Bodhisattva, half lucid

World of maya, Confusion

A vast illusion, A mass intrusion

The future is now

A present rumor

A glitch, a glitch

A bad computer

The veil's been lifted for me by way of a sad intruder

Reaching for people who do not suit him

The hurt has fueled him to seclusion

He feels secluded, I feel secluded...

“I've been looking for someone to replace what I lost

Trial & error, The scars…”

I feel the Lion clawing at me from the inside

Wanting to prove to people my worth

Is it the reason that I still write?

How do I feel, Conscious...

Stuck in a coma but I'm alive

Fueling the fire

Emotion is real

Well definitely mine...

Why do I feel the weight of the things I been through in life

How do I ease the pain?

Healing Solfeggio helps to keep it at bay

Not all the time, Why?!...

How do I feel,

Conscious…, of the lover within me losing his shine

Will it all come back

Not much left

My heart has been guarded

The art of detachment,

Or is it a sense I've been disconnected a little bit

Though I'm a man,

I feel way more than I should admit

A sleeve of emotions so no wonder I'm empathic

Died twice already

Don't make it a trilogy

Been all on my own so long

I'm Solo Leveling

It's all about family

“What about family?!”

“Family betrayed me!”

“Left me stranded!”

I've been abandoned

Life of a black sheep

It'll get taxing when you're ascending

Even my parents couldn't understand me…

Do you understand me?

I may talk low or in a soft tone

But I’m not passive

Yes I'm an old soul

Been here too long

I'm getting anxious

This is just a shit show

This is just a CitGo

I am only passing...

"I've traveled so far

Unbelievably far

Many places I've been

Upon this road I embark

All the hell I have seen

Yet to heaven I walk

I walk, Alone

I've been looking for someone to replace what I lost

Trial & error, The scars

Left a hole in my heart

I have to fill it within

But do I know where to start

To start, because...

My Shakti isn't present

My blood kin have betrayed me

I've had my share of losses

The stress is ever present

My time, I view as sacred

That's why I stay in stillness

Can't take another heartbreak

I’ve already suffered an Ego Death..."

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 hosted by Hashtag Kalakar is a prestigious event that celebrates the art of written expression. It brings together voices from around the world, offering a platform for poets and writers to showcase their unique perspectives and creativity. This competition is a testament to the power of words to inspire, provoke thought, and connect individuals across diverse cultures.

We extend our sincere gratitude to Jordan Chrysamellos for sharing the profound and introspective "Ego Death" with us. Your participation in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 is greatly appreciated. Thank you for inviting us into your world of self-discovery and emotional depth through your evocative poetry.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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