Dreams In My Parallel Universe

By Harsh

“Your Importance in my Life”

Everyone saw my grades

But, you saw my intelligence

Everyone saw my bank balance

But, you saw my behaviour

Everyone saw my religion

But, you saw my care

Everyone saw my caste

But, you saw my humanity

Everyone saw my looks

But, you saw my soul

Everyone saw my anger

But, you saw my sweetness

Everyone saw my failure

But, you saw my hard work

Everyone saw the fucking monster in me

But, you saw the Real gentlemen in me

Everyone laugh at my dreams

But, you saw my passion

Everyone saw my tears

But, you saw the real pain

Everyone left me alone

But, you stands with me

Everyone saw my fear

But, you saw my courage

And

You know why I worship you

Because

You, are not "Everyone"

- Harsh Dhawan

“A Sweet Naughty Proposal”

I will learn to cook your stuff,

Even the dishes leave to me

I will learn your favourite song,

Even the song will not be my cup of tea

I will learn how to make you happy,

Even i am facing problems

Only my kisses will wake you up,

No alarm clock will you need

I will serve you morning tea in bed,

With the paper that you read

And

No need to call your bestie,

I will paint your nails,

I will learn all the combination of colors,

And will help you to carry your shopping bag in the sales,

You will find a love note in your bag daily,

Saying how much you mean to me,

I am on my knees my princess,

Will you be the mother of my twins?

- Harsh Dhawan

“30 years from now”

Many years from now,

when I would be camping

near an ocean,

A young artist will come to me

looking for some inspiration,

and would scratch my heart

for the story of my life,

and I will tell him in concise words,

that

I was the monster

Who was once touched

by a pure soul and

Transformed in to human

by her magic

You know what

The young artist will see you in

My eyes

And feels you

Through my Soul

-Harsh Dhawan

!!For you!!

Let me fall for you

a little more

Let me cry for you

till my throats go sore

for I haven't felt this before

just let me love you

let me sink in your light brown eyes

deep as ocean far beyond the skies

Though you were there for instant

You are impossible to forget

Oh!

just let me fall for you

a little bit more

a little deeper

Let me sense your untanned skin

so fair, and your body so thin

I'm always swayed by your eyes

and so are your delicate looking hands

Let me walk in sands

Let me survive the nights without moon

for having you in life would be a boon

but first let me fall for you

A little more

let me cry for you

till my throats go soar

-Harsh Dhawan

“Imagination”

Every time,

every single time,

when I listen to a song,

I listen to the song

as if you are listening

to it with me,

everything that the song

has to say,

‌each line,

each note,

its music,

it speaks to both of us,

and sometimes,

when I'm travelling alone,

I pay twice the fare,

as if you are along

with me,

in me,

and I,

like a mother

have you inside my womb,

like a baby,

which refuses

to come out.

‌—Harsh Dhawan

!!Listen My Love!!

Oh my supreme love!!!

Listen to me

Who you are &

where are you from

I want to tell you in my language

You came to me

from the another world

From another caste

Having a different body

Having a different color

You are from beyond the stars

And void of space

You are so pure that

even i afraid to touch you

Your fragrance tells that

you are special

You

Yes you are a magician

Every tiny element of this fucking universe is in your control

You transform all who are touched by you

My all sorrows & troubles dissolved in your presence

You give light to my life

O my sweetheart

I found you in my dreams

Now i can't live

without you

Come to me

And let me merge with you

I don't want my existence

I want myself in you

-Harsh Dhawan

“My Strong Desire”

I don’t need you to give me a million roses.

I need you to give me a million kisses.

I don’t need you to have an athletic body.

I need you to wear baggy sweat pants on rainy afternoons.

I don’t need you to be something you are not in order to “impress me”.

I need you to show me the person you are at two in the morning.

I don’t need you to hide a blemish on your skin. I need you to embrace the freckles on your nose. I don’t need you to straighten your hair.

I want to play with your Curly hairs and the fragrance of shampoo will made my day.

I don’t need you to put your hand over your mouth when you laugh.

I need you to show your beautiful smile when you laugh.

I don’t need a thousand presents to see how much you care.

I need your arms ready to catch me when I fall.

“In you”

Within you, I've found the perfect friend

Someone who I know will be there till the end

And they're not just thoughts I hope will fulfill

But thoughts that will stand forever still

Within you, I've found the perfect friend

A mind that I can comprehend

A person I see is so much like me

A mutual relationship so carefree

Carefree as a child who questions the world

Carefree as a scream that goes unheard

Carefree as an adult blessed with a dream

Carefree as water flowing downstream

Within you, I've found the perfect friend

With whom I can be real, and never pretend

You've always been someone unique from the rest

You hold a piece of me no other can possess

Within you is reason to live every moment in time

Within you the life I want is always mine

Within you, I have the perfect friend

With you, I see myself till the very end.

-Harsh Dhawan

“Unconditional Love”

I want to be in a relationship

Where you can wear my large t-shirt at night.

We can both sleep together in one bed and love each other.

We can be like kids making silly faces and doing baby talks.

I can shout at you when I’m mad, then you will hug me tight so I’ll shut my mouth.

You will pull me close to you so I won’t have the chance to let go.

We’ll watch horror movies together and u will hug me when u scared.

I’ll kiss you secretly and you’ll smile

We’ll fight, but not that much

We’ll break up...

I want that you’ll make me the luckiest man in the world I’m the only man you can

Love.

and u r the only girl to whom I love UNCONDITIONALLY 😇

- Harsh Dhawan

"Your existence"

When i was down on my legs

You were beside me to encourage me

When my life is hitting me hard

You became my guard

When everyone was blaming me

You were motivating me

When I was alone

You became my shadow

After all the hard hitting efforts

I found myself

Yes,

You exist in me

And whatever happens

Its because of your existence

Your prayers, your love, your trust

They became the pillar of my life, my success

I can spend my whole life with you!!

I love you!!

-Harsh Dhawan

“One wish”

I wish i could see you,

while sleeping

I wish i could see you,

While cooking

I wish i could see you,

While watching your favourite T.V show

I wish i could see you, rolling on the bed

While talking to me

I wish i could see you

when you travel,

I wish i could see you

When the wind blow your hairs

I wish i could see you,

When you blush,

I wish i could see your expression

When i express my feelings

I wish i could see you, while praying with closed eyes

I wish i could see the smile, when my name is flashing on your mobile screen

I wish i could see happiness, when you read my poems

I wish i could see the excitement, when my name blinks in your notification

I wish i could see everything

Which i can never explain

I want to see you happy always,

Thats my only wish.

- Harsh Dhawan

!!Confused!! Confused!! Confused!!

I am still confused and searching for the answer,

When you look more beautiful,

In the morning when you wake up when your eyes blink with laziness,

Or

When you had shampoo and the tiny drops from your hairs falls on my forehead,

Or

When you click your picture, by making different faces,

Or

When you put the bunch of your hairs from your cheeks and put it on your corner of your ears,

Or

When you talk to me and laugh loudly,

Or

When you wear your most beautiful dress and click your picture and make it your display picture

Or

I don't know, i am unable to find the moment when you look most beautiful

Because whenever i see you,

You look fantablous...!!

You are perfect, i can't move my eyes when i am with you!!

By Harsh