Dear Future "Me"

By Rishika Devesh Gupta

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There's a lot I guess,

I want to confess,

There are aspects to me that I want to transform

But as of now,

I am dumbfounded

As to what my future self would want.

It's not like,

I have got no dreams of my own,

It's just that

I am running low on confidence, you know?

I am not sure if I am more than what I see myself to be,

That is what dreads me.

When I try to calm myself down,

I find myself going back to my old habits somehow

I am caught in this vicious circle as of now..

So thinking of my future self seems pointless.

But, I am a warrior and an optimist,

So, I am hoping to get some perspective over the years!

That shall do me some good

Boost my self confidence a ton!

I believe that!

Let's hope for the best!!

Keep rolling until then!

I'll be loved by the people around me,

More importantly, I will still embrace and love myself till the very end

I will find optimism, success, growth and everything that I deserve and is right for me!

So, to sum up,

I guess, everything in my future will be an epic mix of,

Every hearty emotion that is there to exist,

God will stand by me and shower His blessings and love no matter wherever I am!!

I believe in the goodness that exists in the universe!

I am to experience all of it to its full potential!

Love you loads,

Dear, future Rishika

I promise you to live my present in the best way possible!

So that you can live the future of your dreams!

By Rishika Devesh Gupta