But Can I Really Leave - By Nicole Rodrigues Bothma

Written By: Nicole Rodrigues Bothma

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Nicole Rodrigues Bothma presents a powerful piece titled "But Can I Really Leave" in the poetry category of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. This work delves into the haunting realities of domestic violence, capturing the intense emotions and struggles faced by its victims. Nicole's poignant verses offer a glimpse into the internal battle between fear and the yearning for freedom, a theme that resonates deeply with readers and highlights an urgent social issue.

About the Work

"But Can I Really Leave" is a stark exploration of domestic violence and the courage required to break free. Nicole Rodrigues Bothma uses raw imagery and emotional depth to convey the harrowing experiences of victims. The poem's rhythmic structure and vivid language paint a vivid picture of suffering and resilience, compelling readers to reflect on the societal issue of abuse and the strength required to overcome it.

But Can I really Leave

Original Submission by Nicole Rodrigues Bothma

Nicole Rodrigues Bothma

Entry 1

But can I really leave…

Tears shed

Blood bled

I yearn for the monster underneath the bed

Broken jaw

Writhing on the floor

God help me, I cannot take it anymore

137 women every. Single. Day

137 women who couldn’t get away

137 asks - why did she decide to stay

Black eyes

Stifled cries

Time to work on those alibis

10 years of isolation

10 years the brunt of his frustration

10 years of thrashings followed by his consolation

A rib cracked

A suitcase packed

A promise to myself that I’m never coming back

Breath that smells like whiskey

Punches raining down in fury

“I’ll. Kill. You. If. You. Ever. Try. To. Leave.”

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 by Hashtag Kalakar is a prestigious platform celebrating voices from around the world. It invites writers to share their unique stories and perspectives, fostering a global community of creativity and expression. The competition encourages participants to explore diverse themes and showcase their literary talents through poetry, short stories, essays, and creative writing.

Thank you, Nicole Rodrigues Bothma, for sharing your evocative poem "But Can I Really Leave" with us. Your participation in the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026 brings a vital issue to light through compelling poetry. We appreciate your contribution and look forward to more of your insightful work.

About Hashtag Kalakar

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