Anjaa Lamha

By Kavita Chavda

Naso mein khoon ke dodne se

Jism mein saanson ke safar tak

Anginat lamhe zindagi piroti hai

Meri zindagi ki baat karo toh

Tumhare waado se shuru hui thi aur

Tumhari haqiqat pe khatam

Is daur mein samaya har lamha

Maine apni zindagi bana liya tha

In jaane pehchane lamho ki sidi mein

Koi anjaan lamhe se ik roz mulakaat ho gai

Mere khudse kie hue fareb se rubaru hone chali thi mein

Mere anhad ishq ki leher ko ik sahi mod dene mudi thi me

Zehn toh waqif tha par dil ne muh mod liya tha

Us roz mene apne dil ka hi dil shayad tod diya tha

Mahaz apne sire se ishq ki leher hi toh roki thi maine

Mujhe kya maalum tha humare saath ka samandar hi sukha chhod donge

Tumhara sira toh kabhi tumne thama hi nahi tha

Tumhare sire toh sirf duniyadari, log aur sundar chadaro tale dhaki bhaddi haqiqat payi maine

Ye chehra un khwabo ka toh nahin jo tune in suni aankhon mein piroya tha

Na hi un waado ka jo tune is nazuk dil ko sunaya tha

Kahar sa bikhra mera dard mujhe hi dooba le gaya

Tere sire ki kamzori mere ishq ke makan ko uda le gaya

Ye zehn jal raha tha aur dil mein kafi kuch khal raha tha

Mera sabse nayab taufa ik dhoke mein badal raha tha

Humare makan ki khairiyat ab bhi tere hatho mein thi

Jaan ki baazi khelne ki himmat ab bhi meri saanson mein thi

Na tera khun dauda na teri saanse thami na tera dil jala

Khudgarzi ka libaaz dilbar tu kya khub odh chala

Isi lamho ke daur mein mere dil ne tujse pare muje chuna

Tujse nijaat paane ki chah ne us raat apna aks buna

Najane kya bevkufi itne saal ye dil ne nibhayi

Najane itni himmat is nazuk chiz mein kahaan se ayi

Wo himmat ka zariya aansuo ke dariya aur gusse ki aag mein bhaap hua

Bohot kuch khak hua par mere sheher-e-zaat ka manzar zarur paak hua

Itni kamzor thi tere ishq ki aanch ki humare saath ko koi sek na laga

Mere sarparast se dhoka khane k bad koi shaqs is dil ko nek na laga

Tumhare waado se shuru hui thi aur

Tumhari haqiqat pe khatam

In jane pehchane lamho ke bich

Ye anjaan lamha mere dil ki sehat sawaar gaya

Mahaz ik anjaan lamha tera khumar dil se utaar gaya

Ye anjaan lamha mujhe mujhse hi mila gaya!

By Kavita Chavda