Abyss

By Sadhana.K

As I stare at the darkness

As I see onto the either side

All I can get back is nothingness

Its better to say now that

I am trapped in the middle of the abyss

Screams can never be heard

Silence is to hard to bear on

For infinity there is nothing

Helpless

Scared

This whole world is an abyss to me

I can never forget it

Endless remorse

Guilt

Unhappiness

All in one

I can feel the innocence of my childhood

Being robbed from me

The little giggles,

Little naughtiness

Everything is black and white now

Adult me,

Only knows desires and jealousy

Temptation is what got in here, in the abyss

I surrendered myself to the majesty

Letting myself go

I become a slave to the shadows

I am stuck in the abyss

Friends and ally

None to hold

I am here because of myself

Just

Me, myself and I

And the key to leave this lies within me as well

But,

Without knowing who I am

Trying to find the hidden truth

I roam around

In this endless loop

The abyss stays the crowned king

By Sadhana.K