A Disappointment - By Navindu Pahasara

Written By: Navindu Pahasara

Category: Poetry

Competition: Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026

Delve into the poignant world of Navindu Pahasara's poetry with "A Disappointment," a thoughtful entry in the Poetry category of the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Through evocative verses, Pahasara explores the theme of unmet expectations and the profound impact it has on one's sense of self-worth. This work echoes a universal struggle many face, inviting readers to reflect on their own journeys of self-discovery and acceptance.

About the Work

"A Disappointment" is a powerful meditation on the internal conflict between personal aspirations and external expectations. The poem's candid tone and raw imagery capture the essence of feeling inadequate in various roles - as a child, student, friend, and even in self-perception. Pahasara's writing invites a deep emotional engagement, provoking thoughts on the nature of identity and the pursuit of validation.

A Disappointment

Original Submission by Navindu Pahasara

A Disappointment

Being a disappointment of a child,

Always not enough of a child,

Who could have done better,

To make mother and father thrilled,

Failure of a child that always tried,

To make them proud

Being a disappointment of a student,

That to follow a restricted imagination,

That didn't choose to dream,

But force to be a someone like everyone else,

Failure of a student that had no strength,

To dream restricted

Being a disappointment of a friend,

That is not good enough of being themself,

Always a character of stunt,

That plays the character just to be there,

Failure of a friend that always tried,

To give all

Being a disappointment to myself,

Am I worthy of the love,

That gets to be alive,

Am I a sinner for disappointing,

That always tried not to be,

Will the delusional dreams of mine,

Be achieved to make mother and father proud for once,

To be truly loved

About the Competition

The Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026, hosted by Hashtag Kalakar, serves as a prestigious platform for writers worldwide to share their creative talents. Participants explore diverse themes through poetry, short stories, and essays, contributing to a vibrant global dialogue in the literary arts.

We extend our gratitude to Navindu Pahasara for sharing "A Disappointment" with us for the Global Poetry and Creative Writing Competition 2026. Your heartfelt words resonate deeply, offering an introspective look at personal and universal themes of identity and self-worth. We appreciate your contribution to our creative community.

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