Lost

By Aman Dua

I’m breaking, I’m crying,

Heart broken, still trying,

No limits no pauses,

Just grinding and dying.

The pressure, the fear 

Of society and peer,

No future to be seen

Just sorrow and sighings.

Haan kahan thi wo jisko mei chahta hu dil se,

Haan mili hai jab wo gye phool khil se,

Sabne hataya yu sabne thukra diya,

Usne di chadar jo usne panah diya.

Mujhko saza diya pyar mei apne jo usne fasa liya,

Khoya tha jo mei bas usme hi khoya tha,

Roya tha jo mei bas khwabo se roya tha ,

Khoya tha,roya tha,

Ankaha bhot kuch,kehni thi bas ek baat,

Mila mujhe sab par chaiye thi wo ek raat

Woh raat, jab chaiye mujhe saath tha par khudko hi kho diya khud ke na mei saath.

Dil ki kahani thi, tujhko batani thi,

Himmat nahi thi par itni juta li thi,

Karna izhar tha, saja sheher tha,

Tune thukraya jo diya zeher tha.

Zehen mei utre the shabd jo tere,

Kaanch se bhikre the khwaab the mere,

Khwab ne mere jo parkhi sachai thi, khwabo ko meine asliat dikhai thi.

Waqt laga mujhe, par samajh gya aaj mei na mere tu paas hai

Jeene ka jo ahsaas hai,meri har chalti saas ye,kehti mujhse ki dekh tu akela kitna khaas hai,

Fir kyu zarurat kisi ki likhne ko tera aaj ye?

Tu jee le thoda pyaar se,na kar tu ab inkaar ye 

Ki tuta tha, bhikra tha, khoya tha badal mei,

Banke tu nikla par chanchal si baarish hai

Itni sifarish hai, na koi shikayat hai, 

Teri na galti thi, tune dikhai thi,

Duniya mujhe jo ki pardo ke peeche thi,

Tune uthai thi aankhein jo neechi thi.

Mangta hu maafi fir mei aaj tujhse

Rahe dua bas khafa na ho khudse

Hasti rahe tu aur khilti rahe bas, 

Mangi dua meine ye aaj rab se…

By Aman Dua