A Quest Of Questions

By Karan Veer Bharadwaj

I broke down yet again.

Got shattered into pieces once again.

Thoughts are pacing through my mind,

Images are aching my heart.

What's stored next?

Nobody knows.

Is this love? Or am I stupid again,

Like forever, will this time too my feelings will go vain?

Maybe things will be different this time i think.

But then. How and why my logical mind asks..

I can't be killing myself this way.

I can't be drowning each day like this.

Why does my heart think the world works in my way?

Was this how it was supposed to happen?

My heart hurts me,

My brain hates me.

I hate me.

Shall I rest my words here?

It seems like nobody is there to hear.

Love or yet another illusion?

Real feelings or just infatuation?

I'm still hanging on the hook.

Dear heart, enough, I want an ending to my life's book.

Okay,

A final goodbye,

Maybe I'll vent again soon,

Till then, I'll sit and think, the way I am, is it a curse or a boon…

By Karan Veer Bharadwaj