By Ruchika Khandelwal
Meri chuppi ko meri kami na samajhna,
Udne ki khwaish rakhti hu,
Mujhe pari na samajhna
Kuch galat karne par tumhe rondne ka junoon rakhti hu,
Mujhe jallad na samajhna
Main aurat hu, mujhe bas
Aurat hi samajhna
Jo kisi ummeedon se kam baat ko sunkar aansu jhalkaye
Main woh faulaad hu
Jo usi kahani mein nayi ummeede jagane ka jazba dikhaye main woh jabaaz hu
Main hasti hu hasati hu,
Apne gum ko kabhi uss haste chehre ke piche chupati hu
Apno ko udaas dekh unki udasi ko itna satati hu
Ki unka hasna apni kamyabi hi samajh jaati hu
Khud ke liye maine kabhi jeena nahi seekha,
Sab usko meri aadat samajh bethe
Khud ki marzi se maine kabhi chalna nahi seekha,
Sab khud ko meri manzoori samajh bethe
Jab tak maine sabko samjhana nahi seekha,
Ye sab toh mujhe nasamajh samajh bethe
Aur jab tak maine apna zor chalana nahi seekha,
Ye sab toh mujhe kamzor hi samajh bethe
Par ab,
Ye mera dharam nahi kehta ye jaanti hu
Bina sahare ki iss badi mein
Safar karna main jaanti hu
Mujhe nicha dikhane waalo ke liye
Ek kraanti hu
Mujhe pichda samajhne waalo ke liye
Main ashaanti hu
Badla lena meri fitrat nahi
Par apne gunhegaaron ki toh ab,
Main bhang hone waali shaanti hu
Ab har kisse mein meri baat hogi
Ab har hisse mein meri baat hogi
Main aaj ki aurat hu apna abhimaan saath lekar chalna jaanti hu
Sabko sammaan dena aur lena
Iss baar dono hi jaanti hu
By Ruchika Khandelwal